I think it's time for a new update

Going to get straight to the point on this; I'm still alive, safe, and doing well. Throwing away the rules of no commenting back, I'm giving a shout out to those who have been commenting on my blogs since I made the announcement two posts down. I miss you guys too, whenever I take a moment to think of you, which you'd be surprised at how often I do, considering all the things that keep me busy; then again, it's me I'm talking about. You know I'd be thinking of you guys a lot, right? Still, it's only during those little moments of calm that I can think of anything other than work.

Death, I read your comment, which was the most recent, btw, and I just have to say I was surprised when I saw the email notification just minutes ago(from the time I started writing this), and it made me smile to know you took the time to write me a comment after so long of not speaking to you, or hearing from you.

I'm sorry to dash anyone's hopes, but I meant it when I said I wouldn't come back. I can still make posts, like now, but that's all really. Maybe sometime in the future, I will come back on, but as of now, I'm sorry.

Arratay, I'm sorry I haven't gotten to meet you, but thanks for your comment. Maybe sometime, we can officially introduce ourselves.

Something else I had to add before I finished; I haven't been able to read anyone's posts for a while, which breaks another rule of mine I said I would keep. See, my life has really pulled me away from blogging at this time. It leaves no room for chatting, even just for an hour(because, at least when I was still commenting, chatting was slow going and not much would be spoken in ten minutes), and even less time to read all the posts you make. Especially when I started following the MC blog. There were about several posts made in a day on that blog! I sort of gave up on that even before leaving though, but it was hard to find posts from other blogs between all the MC ones; and like I said, I didn't have much time for it. I'm sorry to say that I just stopped trying to keep up with all the updates.

I hope everyone is okay, and I miss you. Comment what's been going on from the blog recently, if that's okay. I'll make another post in about a month or so, so until then, don't worry too much about me, okay?

Oh, and one more thing. Death, I actually did read that post you made about Alice in the Country of Hearts. Got me hooked! Thanks for introducing it to me; I think it's a really interesting manga and I'm even writing my own fanfic of it. And speaking of writing, I'm still working on my dragon story. Twelve chapters in; not sure of the word count though, as I'm typing on the notes app on my iPod, but oh well, I'll find out later. Well, I think that's it for now.

Lol(lots of love ;)),

~Lavender Hope

I'm alive

*static on screen, then camera fixes on an image of a battered old couch, faded orange*
*someone walks into view and sits on the couch*
*Lavender takes a deep breath*
Hi. I know you haven't heard from me in a while, Derek's blog or otherwise, so I thought I'd just post to say, yes. I'm alive and fine. *she smiles a moment* I have wondered how you all are, and I hope you're all doing well. I'm sorry for any surprises or inconveniences as to what happened with all my posts from the other blogs... That happened right after... Um... *Lavender looks away from the camera for a moment, then gives her head a shake* Anyway, I haven't actually been on Blogger in a while, which explains a bit. Sort of. *she clears her throat* Yeah, so, just thought I'd post to let you know that I'm okay. You know, ease your mind in case you've ever wondered how I've been at all. *she smiles again* Anyway, since I can't think of a better way to end this, I'll go for my old sign out. This is Lavender Hope signing off! Have a good day(or night)! *waves brightly as the screen blacks out*

You may want to read this

Well, I just noticed how all my post titles are really short... Except for this and one more, but anyway, that's not why I'm on.

Firstly, I'm sure by now you've noticed that I changed the name and description of the blog again. Just giving a warning now that I will delete the old posts within the week. Speaking of the old posts, wow! Seriously, I dunno what came over me to act that odd and crazy. Looking at them now, it's like I'm watching someone else...

Ahem, the second thing... I'm not sure who's heard the news... But I'll say it here. Before I do, Fabi, if you read this, I'm sorry that I had you be the one to tell others. I realize what a cowardly thing it was of me to do, so I'm putting it here in hopes that I can make it up to you in a way. But to everyone, I'm also sorry to be hurting you by saying this, but it's the only way... I'm not going back on the blog again. Not sure how to say it any better, so just saying it like it is. And I would like it if no one contacted me, email or otherwise. I know in the past, I've said that I'd still talk on email, but I can't do that anymore... And emailing a group of bloglandians count. Pass the message that next time someone wants to email each of the bloglandians, don't add me to the list. Please.

I'm a former Bloglandian now, so if I comment on Derek's blog, treat me as if I'm a one commenter.

I will continue reading posts(and maybe posting myself), but I won't comment or reply.

I know this news must be hard for all of you, but as I told Fabi, don't miss me too much. Okay?(Actually, I mixed a bit of what I told her on email into this post. But I changed some things around)

Oh, and if someone hasn't done it already, next time you see Skyril, tell her I'm sorry. She wanted older bloglandians to come back, and I said I would try... Tell her I'm sorry that I'm not. And Death, if you read this somehow, I'm also sorry to you...

I'm sorry to everyone. But one thing I forgot to tell Fabi to tell you is thank you. Thank you, everyone, for being my friends. You all taught me how to be the hopeful, caring, thoughtful, and nice person that was buried inside me where I couldn't show it before. Thank you, and again, I'm sorry.