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Well, I just noticed how all my post titles are really short... Except for this and one more, but anyway, that's not why I'm on.

Firstly, I'm sure by now you've noticed that I changed the name and description of the blog again. Just giving a warning now that I will delete the old posts within the week. Speaking of the old posts, wow! Seriously, I dunno what came over me to act that odd and crazy. Looking at them now, it's like I'm watching someone else...

Ahem, the second thing... I'm not sure who's heard the news... But I'll say it here. Before I do, Fabi, if you read this, I'm sorry that I had you be the one to tell others. I realize what a cowardly thing it was of me to do, so I'm putting it here in hopes that I can make it up to you in a way. But to everyone, I'm also sorry to be hurting you by saying this, but it's the only way... I'm not going back on the blog again. Not sure how to say it any better, so just saying it like it is. And I would like it if no one contacted me, email or otherwise. I know in the past, I've said that I'd still talk on email, but I can't do that anymore... And emailing a group of bloglandians count. Pass the message that next time someone wants to email each of the bloglandians, don't add me to the list. Please.

I'm a former Bloglandian now, so if I comment on Derek's blog, treat me as if I'm a one commenter.

I will continue reading posts(and maybe posting myself), but I won't comment or reply.

I know this news must be hard for all of you, but as I told Fabi, don't miss me too much. Okay?(Actually, I mixed a bit of what I told her on email into this post. But I changed some things around)

Oh, and if someone hasn't done it already, next time you see Skyril, tell her I'm sorry. She wanted older bloglandians to come back, and I said I would try... Tell her I'm sorry that I'm not. And Death, if you read this somehow, I'm also sorry to you...

I'm sorry to everyone. But one thing I forgot to tell Fabi to tell you is thank you. Thank you, everyone, for being my friends. You all taught me how to be the hopeful, caring, thoughtful, and nice person that was buried inside me where I couldn't show it before. Thank you, and again, I'm sorry.